Blessings on the hunter and the hunted
whose iconography of rifle and bone
whined and hissed and sparked and charred,
on ghostly downtown schoolrooms where
children fractured into half-notes mornings
of Hiroshima, Nagasaki. War
makes so much sense sometimes,
asleep the blood a riotous red, awake
rust beneath the fingernails.
I said something wrong to my mother
who walked through midtown Manhattan
those days in a manless trance. I
said something about Enola Gay’s golden
anniversary. I think I said: Peace.
I forgot she was there for the paranoia.
I forgot that her man (seventeen)
wrote to her daily and witnessed death up-close,
the kind I saw today on the Lincoln Avenue
Bridge multiplied by a thousand, more,
too much sticky red to register, not this