I sit at a table of actors, who show us all
how incredible the corn chowder tastes to them,
or how aghast they were backstage last night.
These actors are all famous, each with a Tony
or TV show, and I realize they are the same
as the actors with whom I went to school, those
who can’t stop being themselves for you,
who must show you all their possibilities
brimming with Hedda and capped teeth, brandishing
their cigarettes with long arched fingers. They knew;
they knowthey are beautiful; we watch them.

Crammed together in their New York City apartments
puddles standing beneath the whistling radiators,
tomato paste drying on the dishes, manic cats batting
crumpled cigarette packsthe actors
haven’t been home in days. They’ve been