I went every few days. Not real woods, but overgrown
estates where people could walk among tangled
rhododendrons that branched and drooped in the shade
and red wineberry canes, the only color. Where years ago
someone planted a few galanthus nivalis which had spread
until I never knew where the next clump might be—a fat
colony of bulblets, the only green on the ground at that time.
I had to hunt to find each clump, and coming closer
I’d see their elongated oval skulls, spun of a material
so dry and delicate, it seemed manufactured, extruded,
like egg-white whipped stiff, half shell, half cranium.
At first, I picked just a few from each patch, but soon
I began to feel that I was the only one in those woods,
forgetting the frantic masturbator who faced
a crumbling wall and ignored me, or the unleashed dogs
on those narrow paths through the brambles.
Even as I stepped in their shit, over