We forgot our coats, shoes,
left everything in a jumble,
stumbling barefoot on the rutted plain,
the blunt heat pressing at our necks
like an anxious question.

I loved my garden.
Loved the fat diameter
of the cow’s girth, her somber lowing,
the soft scuff of my daughters’ footsteps
on the bare swept floor.

our littered streets, the carters’ cries
near the ramparts
strident at dawn. Was it
for this then? For sin?
For living? Were my herbs
leafy idols, calamitous

in their dainty pots?
Was it for this
they scourged us,
those keepers of abstraction
staunch in a gauzy heaven,
because we loved