I. Can One Think

Can one think, in sunglasses, in the park; think
with the children playing and the adult banter,
and someone smoking; and experiment, in ink,
through the invading dogs, and toddler-gallivanter—?
escape the Ice-cold-beer-and-Snapple hawking
and the ones who target you when you’re alone,
and so they stare, or come over, talking?
But how can I (who’ve been rather accident-prone)
forget it was just that dappled fate-and-chance—
and perhaps the shade of arrogance—
that brought me you? and though I tried to shake
you off (“Don’t bother me; I’m mean, I’m grieving”)
the discouragement didn’t seem to take
so I came to accept that you weren’t leaving. 
Then I’ll let these clowns distract me with their dance—
there’s a weird wisdom in persistence—
I’ll stick to my mount of grass and moss and clover,
writing things down, and thinking things over.

II. San Francisco

Pierced tongue. Do-it-yourself lisp.
What is this? Penitence? Native wisdom?
Mutilation? or signal: I’ll do anything.
Was it a dare? or a careful plan? Did it sting—
or ache—and does the food get caught—
and should such a person work in a restaurant?
Customers’ stomachs can turn—or does desire
turn to her—to wish—to feel the fire
glide over the silver (or is it gold?) pin?
And you, my darling, with your end-
less speculation: Is he—is she—gay?
Does he or she want you—or me—or either way?
Why do you need to know? I am here.
This is my body; eat. Unwrap. Disappear.