It was brief, she admitted, and never finished
and what there was, she thinks, was lost, in the mistakes
of lovers. No, she stopped carrying it, (so many mistakes
in her moves!). What was it about? A black dog, a mutt,

running through a field is one image she remembers,
but she remembers it the same way one hears one end
of a telephone conversation. Blah, blah. She thinks the end
of the novel had a senile woman saying sim, sim, sim.

The funny part was that it was set in heaven,
abandoned to the wonder of this world, this Everglades,
this Elizabeth, this self, that hell. The plot,
what there was of it, was lurid (A lurid heaven,