Which heart shall it be tonight,
the fist, or the little lettuce?

From a borrowed porch at dusk,
the light retreats in blurred arcs
across a well-angled lawn,
movement and stillness
indistinguishable, a kind of rhythm.

A squirrel hops toward its
death next door
under a deck and the perfect, watchful
rage of Milo, the chiropractor’s earnest mutt.

Or a heart as full as overripe fruit.
Or smooth and pink and inviolate
as a little rubber ball.

It was raining earlier, at the pier, too hard
to stroll amidst the tang of sea salt and fish rot,

among my dead.

A hatless customs officer in a yellow slicker
had turned backwards into the horizontal rain—
ripped down the dock
as though torn from a page.