I am weary of repenting.
                            —Jeremiah

Some sad Greek said the atoms swerve
and that’s how anything happens, “any­
thing” meaning not nothing. The nerve

of us to live it through, the many
and the few of us, just and unjust alike
sitting on the curb being cold (“Come in” he

told the young one leaning her bike
on her hip as we imagined perversions afoot
but lacked the will to salvation—like

what you like, it’s all taste, good
or bad. Then the parade turned a corner
abandoned our nice neighborhood

to devices. Someone should inform her
that the man is famous among boys,
but whose business is it?) She’s torn her

tight little dress, oh dear. Toys
in the window. Remnants of someone’s youth
make the rest of us sick. All the joys

are out today, the sun and wind and truth,
the kind of wisdom you pick up on the street
being what passes in this kind of uncouth

colloquia. The parade’s over; no beating
even in the distance of drums. No need
to linger. The day is doomed to retreat

into itself, or night. Let’s eat—
before the pigeons get it. Popcorn, birdseed,
all the same allegorical need.

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“With lots of pictures and good stories too
and Jack and jiant killers high renown” he wrote,
young John Clare, who also surely knew

streets like this and neighbors more remote
than moonmen watching us walk and hating us
for reasons too complex to chart but note

how often we pull the shades at midday thus
proving our evil intent. I was married,
faithless husband I, and she took it just

as far as she could, then turned and carried
herself inward until we were both old
and on the street the little children scurried

away from our steps passing. Oh how cold
it has become. I need more words like birds
falling at my feet, I once knew old

words like some know wines; would sniff
them into memory—white lines on mirror
sniff sniff. To train the words to lift

themselves into lyrical lines, to fear or
at least obey me—on the other hand
noble aspirations seemed to come no nearer.
What’s the matter with, what is the matter
which makes, the substance of, the bland
smooth sentence I see before me shattered

by the brutal pigeon’s coo? Fury and
sound, the iridescent bird makes his
two-note poem until the lady birds demand

his feathery favors. What a life his is—
nor could Shakespeare have remotely
written it better. Successful business.