came as a surprise, even beyond astonishment,
turned into a monument carved in rock
like Ozymandias, a hard fact. The self’s
song had become foreign as an ashen bird’s.

The self had lounged around in backyards for 
all too long, smoking, bored and boring, whiling
away those afternoons when there was still time
enough to think. The labor of our apprenticeship

to inwardness had come to nothing. We had been
looking at a landscape still overfamiliar,
an alphabet so well known that we no longer
perceived the letters. Once it had seemed a truth,