I have held the man in my mouth
all day, trying to find a place
to bury him, dig him up later.
Mailboxes gape, trees fling
their arms in the air like bad actresses,
a child in a driveway unfolds
her palm like an anemone under
a wave, her face watery
above the training wheels.

Everywhere I walk, he is cat fur,
orange peel beneath my tongue: a tincture
of needles, the taste of liver salving
the gray earth. Once, in a quarry, we
slathered silt beneath shirts, bodies
in the girth of plateau, morass
of limestone scapula, backs of flat rock.
We rolled our mud-flanks
across continents. A plane glazed
the dark monitor of sky, blinking red
heartbeat: we are still alive. I wondered
what it would be like to hold
the earth inside me, and worried
about being interred too early, lying naked
in mud, the simple sheath of seeds.