Could I begin by asking what you were thinking of as the gun-
man approached?

Nothing very precise, actually. I was vaguely annoyed at pet
owners. It’s not fair to those who have to walk the streets. I’m
nearly sure I had a flash of memory also — something had
reminded me of the nest under the yew at my grandmother’s.
We found a clutch of warm fawn eggs one summer there. A
girl, too, I think, a belt tied loosely round her waist?

Yes, that’s right. She proved to be a key witness.

I’ve just recalled the way the hens would tap their legs like tun-
ing forks, then hold their drawling notes long into the after-
noon. My grandmother was always making something—knit-
ting or crochet. Or baking. A blaze of peach flans and seed
cakes and raspberry meringues.

What kind of fear did you have as the killer was about to
strike?

I was a bit behind in my work. A few times in the last year
or so a pain had flashed down my left thigh. Fear that anything
would happen to the family, that Jim would go near the quarry
again. That the new video would be robbed during our
holiday.

Can you describe how you felt after you learned the news?

It was a kind of reverse dream. You know how when you dream
of having done something with someone (or to someone, as
it often is) you expect them to remember the experience too.
I once cycled under the waves with the kids, viewing candy-
striped fish from the saddle… This time, it is they who have