I.

Although I am Mother's age, let me fling my legs high,
   dear Father,
   let me never outgrow the swing.
Although I am afraid, send me backward swooping out of
   the depths;
although my free fall shrieks louder than a kite's, let wind
   sizzle in my ears;
although I am dust, suspend me whole at the horizon's
   elastic string,
the cat's cradle, taut and simple as declamation;

Dear Father, you have returned to picture books.
I have seen you nuzzle Delight, who sleeps late while the
   young men work.
If they could, they would use her as broom, mop and bucket,
   these young men;
they would daub their ink, soot, slag, dregs, scum, dross,
   offal and scourings with her.
They would sponge the bitter aftertaste of industry with her.
They would rid themselves of these orphans,
   deny the traces of the butchered ox,
   deny the greatcoat's scraps;
   deny electricity its eerie water.

Delight is too sound, though; she sleeps fast and stays
   inviolate in her dormancy.
The thought of work cannot vex her.
No young men touch her.

But you, my father, too old for work, intrigue Delight with
   your idle fingers:
   beckon, beckon with your leisure.
There you stand an hour at the mirror, marveling at the
   movements of loose skin.

There you gaze on your kitchen table, how many forearms
   it has gladly received.
You have brought your head to the lowest zone, where the
   insects savage jungle grass.
You have examined the cranberry juice and found it wanting
   not at all.

II.

How long ago was it you went to the water to scatter the ashes,
   the shavings of your marriage?
(Her ashes did not rest easy in their urn, for it did not contain
   her shape.)