Is it hot in here, or is it just me?
They both seem so much older now than lean
this be so? Do women age like dogs,
or something out of Wilde? Seven years,
for every one we live? He cuts her meat.

Good God, that inward stare! I loved her so.
The self-absorption's thickened like her hide.
I knew all this before, of course. I knew.
And got out early like the pig I am.
She's jowly, tense. Elderly. It's nineteen years ...

What was Elena saying when they left?
Arm in arm, as if I'd ceased to be?
They walked along the garden for an hour,
Elena kindly offering E. her laugh.
Two women, arm in arm, whose toes I've—

What? What'd I say? Blurted something out—
but what? It must have been unpleasant: clouds
are forming on the brow of Mt. Monadnock.
I've added to the burden of his days!
Good Christ, am I going through the change?