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Not smoke but the shades of smoke, and not cloud-work
but the gray and smoke-green densities of clouds—
if he were sure their voices would carry through
the acre or more of underbrush and scrub

he’d call her name and stand still listening.
How can he be sure? He is tearing through the
needle locusts and grapevines, the heavy leaves
in decay over the crusted muds and mulch.

It’s nearly dark, December, at four-thirty.
The woods are thick with distance, smoke-gray, growing
cold. He is trembling. We see his breath as slight
relief against the trees and smoke around him.

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If his daughter simply wandered off to play
with something in the woods—flutter of a bird,
twist of color in the dim limb-light and chill—
what are we to do? We know what he can’t see.

She’s home now. But he’s scared. We must bear the guilt
of standing by his wasted efforts watching.
There is a relationship among us all
which weather, love, nor longing will clarify—

like the gray connection he can feel between
himself and the child he thinks he’s lost, a kind
of cloudy grammar. What use if he could see us?