Either happiness or art. On doit trouver
                                       le bonheur dans son art. [The great
                                    artists’] lives have become atrophied,
                                           like an organ they no longer use.

       — Rilke to Clara Westhoff
                                                     5 September, 1902

 

In front of Notre Dame, shy and sly,
With an awkward, a kind of duckward walk,
That young clochard edged up to women tourists
So occupied with their blue guides and green
They hardly noticed he was holding something
Next to him, down low, so gingerly,
In both his hands, we thought it could be injured.
Given a sudden glimpse, they’d flutter off
And then resettle, ignoring him. That evening,
Years back, your great, your undone work before you
Still, in that Champs café, flushed from Pernod,
Breasts pushed up by your thick, tanned, sculptor’s wrist
Resting on the blue-veined marble table,
You talked about the nave, the rebuilt spire,
The Virgin with her foot upon the serpent
(Restored), and not the animated gargoyle
Who’d picked you out, much as a boy would choose
A favorite girl to frighten with his toad.
And yet: what were you thinking, as we drifted back—
What did you see most clearly, in your mind’s eye,
That dark within suffused as by a light
Subtler and warmer than the great rose window’s?
But how to keep these things apart, you muse
From somewhere far. The flèche, for instance, its hard
Imperative, and his bared soul itself,
Unwrinkling, growing guileless once again.