Each twilight we came to another mean village
a little deeper in the forest—
a toothless woman scraping a bloody sheepskin;
an old man planing a board of knotty pine;
a child plucking a crow;
a few girls, dizzy with hunger,
stumbling in the fuller’s ditch,
sweat sticking their burlap dresses
to their spindleshanks.

How the dogs’ eyes widened
when we came riding out of the oak,
out of the play of light and shadow,
with our crested plumes, Toledo steel,
and argent-gules escutcheon.

We lined up the menfolk at spear point
and asked: had they seen the Grail?
And they asked: what Grail?
We were at a loss there.
It was the queen’s obsession
and our desire to be perfect for her,
to be good on the bloody earth,
so that God would love us
and lift that long stalemate:
death without end or grace.