July. The ragweed’s ultramealy sex is in the air
and, with the window wide for breeze, is in whatever
damp reception-pits my cranium throws
open to such drift. The tradeoffs halfass cool
for fullblown clog, and nothing’s going to please me.
8 p.m. I close the window when the viciousness of 12-year-olds
across the street accrues too much: “You fartface,
Julie! You asshole ass!”—from one. And from another:
“Drooly Julie eats booooogers! Go rot with boogers!”
She does go—crying, I can see, and from what I can see
her major crime is she’s twice the size of the others, tush
a gravity-sagging target just begging for insult, and
a set of Asian/Negro features mixed past the borders of peer
acceptability. A truly shitty day. Although

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I lug up Peritoneum to Quagga to bed: Pollen
is, it turns out (as by irony
our nemeses often are), beautiful: some spin about like planets
of cathedrals, with their complex Gothic architecture
spired pole to pole; corsages, panpipes, freeway systems
of pollen, starbursts of pollen, honeyglazed hams. And
“the underwater flowering plant” of the Mediterranean
Sea, Posidonia, waves in fields of flat-green
ribbon-like leaves: “the stamens discharge their pollen
as long threads floating away in search of fertilization.”
—Milt-pollen! Undulant otherworld meadows
of otherblossoms, where “air” is ocean; “breezes,” ocean currents;
“drowning,” living… What a wondrous thing to dim with
into dream… Where Otherme