“You are a future, my poor darling,
        that pretends to be a past but will
        never be a present.”

        —from Stendhal's Lucien Leuwen 

I always feared that things
would end badly between us

but never imagined how you
would humiliate me at a mo-

ment when my passion for you
was at its peak
                      One of your
attractions (if I can call

it that) was your temper if
you were bored or displeas-

ed how your eyes flashed
how your language whipped

my skin
           In the bedroom of
the hotel in Luzern after

you had had your bath you
paraded before the mirrors

with only a towel wrapped
around your head as if it

were a turban in a harem.