My window gave onto a street-corner where the air-currents
(Berliner Luft!) were of such bewildering complexity
that the snow, discouraged, fell back up the sky…

It stayed shut, and I sweated in the central heat
as I sweated in my pyjamas at night, snug as a worm
in my slithety tapering orange-and-green sleeping bag.

For a whole month, the one soiled bedsheet
was supposed to knit together, to join in matrimony
the shiny blue tripartite mattress, borrowed or looted

from a ruined office, but good as new.
Small wonder I hugged it in sleep! On the floor
lay the door that was to have made me a table.

It was said there was nothing between here and Siberia—
except Poland —but indoors was the tropics.
I was eighteen, and frittering away.