“Green beetles tick against the lighted windows… ”

Green beetles tick against the lighted windows. The crickets stay. I’m irritable on the phone, feel I’m supposed to entertain you, but I’ve had a stupid day and my only thought is full of complaint. You’re retired, and the delay on the long-distance line causes us to interrupt each other and to say with a harsh edge, “I can’t hear you; I’m sorry.”

It isn’t worth hearing; I’m talking because if I didn’t something would be wrong. “Lock up.” “Get some sleep.” “Where will you be tomorrow?” “There’s a jet going over. Wait.”

We mean it when we way, “Be careful,” and yet it seems now we aren’t meant to talk. Talk is the pool-sweep and renewal notice, or else just a reminder that we’re on the phone. What we tell about ourselves and friends snarls and tightens into a patient, black seed. No one bit reaches us both at once and when we try to share what we’ve found separately, the unbodied meanings mumble and poke.