Two drafts of the last letter the Czarina sent to the Czar at
                the front. Exhibits a and b found among her papers. Exhibit
                c found among the Czar’s correspondence.

                                    a.

Nicholas—

Outside my window, branches are breaking off the trees. The
     sound of glass shattering
fills my afternoons. I tell myself, this is natural for March:
     the frozen rain coating each limb.

The weight, the breaking begins when the sky turns
     plum—we are at tea (the children try
to be so brave for me). They say nothing of the sugar (gone).
     Or that we share one teaspoon

(the others disappeared in a servant’s apron). But no one
     comes for tea now anyway.
Our linens smell like metal from lack of change. Alexei’s
     sheets are dappled brown:

flecks of blood, I’m afraid. There is no one left to clean his
     terrible spittle. Whom could I ask?
That devil we called friend will not stop his whoring. I fear
      he may turn on the girls with those

ungodly eyes. The trees are breaking, the sound of the sky
     falling against the iron-cold courtyard.
No sugar, spoons gone. Where are you? We hear from the
     soldiers posted at our bedchamber

doors. All is lost. I say come home. How the trees shriek.

                                    b.

Dearest Nikki—

Outside my window, March has frozen the trees to glass. They
     are lovely. The girls lace their hair
with ribbon, admire each other, and pretend they are
     somewhere else—a half-

imagined affair. I tell them stories of ball gowns and
     chocolate, of waltzing on rose petals. Their
eyes grow so wide. And Alexei seems to improve in this cold
     weather. Rasputin remains your loyal

subject. We miss you. How goes all at the front? Some of
     your friends are so thoroughly occupied
with the effort, they are quite too busy for me. We long for
     your return. Sometimes the trees make

strange sounds—      always, A.