Feelings seem like made-up things, 
though I know they’re not.   

I don’t understand why they lead me 
around, why I can’t explain to the cop   

how the pot got in my car, 
how my relationship   

with god resembled that 
of a prisoner and firing squad   

and how I felt after I was shot. 
Because then, the way I felt   

was feelingless. I had no further 
problems with authority.   

I was free from the sharp 
tongue of the boot of life,   

from its scuffed leather toe. 
My heart broken like a green bottle   

in a parking lot. My life a parking lot, 
ninety-eight degrees in the shade