Paulatim lachrymas rerum experentia tersit. —Petrarch                                

Father’s books lying on the living-room floor
Must be divided into threes: art history,
Classical letters, and, left from my days here,
Unsteady stacks of quasi-educational lore
That show yellowing Geographic scientists
Perennially lost in rain-forest mists.
An instant choice will cull some from the rest
So they may become mine—a banausic test.

Prewar light glimmers in the apartment:
A shadow play that summons an adolescence
Of slammed doors and risible nothings
Hurled at retreating parental backs
—The most telling blows always soliloquy—
As I stormed and wept and read in silence.
Now forty, a smiling private man, I stare
At a word trove given sons to share.

Some are dated in the first blank page: 1
January 1938
this reads, as if a resolution
Made (and kept?); this ruddy leather edition
States simply Property of—with no name given.
I gesture toward the emptiness of gifts
Prematurely bestowed in illness’s min,
And blow, blow dust off an enfeebled spine,
Filling lungs with belletristic grime.