Constance Fenimore Woolson to Henry James

Cast out from work’s absorbing converse
         I watch as men and women
         hurry toward home, each other,
from my rooms in Ca’ Semitecolo,
my grand travel’s tin duenna
         steaming unheard behind me.
         Had you made your promised visit
I would have made that water you call tea
while you lolled on the divan, so oddly
         slack compared to the discretions
         of your chambered prose.
This last summer seemed an anteroom,
a foyer where I waited to be called
         into larger, warmer rooms,
         a season rich in patience
passed in pleasant afternoons spent
cataloguing the lagoon’s lost islands
         swallowed by the Adriatic.
         I could have written histories
of erosion, an epic of incremental
loss. By autumn my cochlea
         had hardened to jasper and I
         heard new sounds, tickings and
groans, small volute sighs, as if
some internal balance had tensed,
         shifting in the decline of those
         immaculate days. Complain
as you like that in the summer
Venice is the mere vomitorium.
         of Boston, still there are dusks
         in every season where a conspiracy
of blues seems to support all this Istrian
stone (only in Venice does one walk
         on water). Those evenings one feels
         almost exalted, clarified, the perfidy
of brilliant illusion made manifest.
How light I feel then! And yet. My own
         true home, my country, I’ve found
         in your stories, dear Henry,
(like your letters somewhat more satisfying
than you). Although I begged you
         to include a woman who loved
         and was loved in return, it seems even
subtle genius is deaf to certain registers.
If we do not root ourselves in others’ hearts,
         our lives are spent on the periphery.
         That sensibility of yours is my