I will not give in. I will grow more strange.
I will wrap myself around your ghost till the ghost
itself wants letting go, till it shimmers free.
And what an empty struggle. It will only show

it wasn’t you I held that way, there will be deceiving.
I’ve found my strengths since last we spoke,
and they’re all tenacity; I’ve hitched to the house
as I would before. I’ve stood in the shade

of the thickest tree and wrapped myself around that, too.
I am not adapting. In a book of primates,
I’m the one macaque left clinging
fast as the others flee, all eyes and drastic