interrupted by the dreams of others

It is not hard, leaving Anna in her bed
for the storied lives of my favorite
vacationers of sorts—a trip to the best
restaurant at which I am the maitre 'd.

I spent the night, not at home, but in the house of a lady

In my biggest chair, I sometimes pull a blanket up,
leave the left hand in my lap, move the other
over my face as if to wipe away the dirt
my work has caused to sift from third person to me.

the caution to withdraw before ejaculation . . . several times

I am not left-handed, but the strength there
suggests its constant use, the pulling-out
of the heart for the sake of the head,
a massive fist my children love me by.

I . . . see on the last phalange . . . a primary syphilitic affection

Of all my fires, I know this best; the crack
of wood on the grate; bright colors pushing
through bromide dissolving in the claret;
the light I called for its warmth, for company.

red flesh of the lower lid seems to stand out from her eyes

What's the use? The use to which I might force
philosophy—my mind and such—to burn?
I have lost my bachelorhood to hands I've made
grasp the fabric of my most famous couch.