Leo why did I love you?
Better still, why did you love me?
They called you the lion but
you were only four feet tall
and when you sat down at the piano
two of them barely reached the pedals.
And in your huge head
ferret eyes hid behind thick glasses,
and a voice squeaked so helplessly
through your adenoids.

But nobody ever laughed
when you sat down at the piano—
and that was when I loved you best,
when I watched in the wings at sixteen,
making believe I was June Allyson
waiting in my big white collar
for you to finish with the crowd
to the strains of Night and Day
and come back to me me me.

And those wonderful places
where everyone knew you
and it took me a while to realize
that the waiters were dykes
and the chorus girls queens—
and yet they didn’t seem to mind