A lighted window holds me like
high voltage. I see . . .”
                             — Walter Benton
                           This is My Beloved 

           1

I see it zooming down
over the Bayou late April
morning of the brightest green
from the window of a jet named Nancy

Settling back childishly
in the sky all alone,
my secret hand waves light aside
to get a better look at
all the music coiling up
inside me again as I watch
this still virgin landscape

Is that the famous Mississippi
down there, are those the streets
Jelly Roll did his marching,
strutting & poolsharking in?
Was I really just born
a Gulf away from here or
carved like Pinocchio
from some thick dark tree below?

           2

The only way to love a city’s
to live in it til you know
every door every store every
parkingmeter deadlawn alleycat
district smell pussy hotel
gumwrapper & wino by heart

Airborne all night my sleepy heart
leaps like windblown raindrops

I’m a very old baby re-entering
an unchanged world with a yawn