For all I can do,A last barn, dark as a plug of chewing tobacco,Crumbles into chipmunk holes. ThenTwilight lifts its mist and crickets from a broad field of stalks.I grope and callMy father (I’m back, a boy, in a dark bedroom)To bring me water. I hearOnly the rust eating the farm machines.

Lord, I say, I am shaken;This mattress of dirt won’t bounce a bug.I used to sleep on ripples. Now I napWhere I drop in a pasture of odds and ends.Ants spit in this wind;A sharp cough recoils to peel the corn:Save me the husk of myself?