Why, before I jumped over, did I
                crouch down to stare
                                between the bars of the ninth-floor railing

Overlooking the lobby, peek further
                into the hundred woven rooms
                                the spider made there,

All those meticulous corners,
                as though I could keep my counsel
                                within them, as though I had at last

Found the place I could look out from
                and not be afraid.
                                Why was it hard to desert