Poems for Bad Children
We buried the kids but the cops dug them up
cops dug them up, cops dug them up,
We buried the kids but the cops dug them up
cops dug them up, cops dug them up,
which is the snake
that feeds then starves us,
Why’d he do it? we asked. But we know why.
We beat wings. We
fly rings. We
Between my back fence and the drainage ditch,
the county’s
no-man’s land, I’d
In the rose and pale gold of
declining light
I brace my stiff feet on dry leaves, and grasp
Though reverence may not save us
we must carry ourselves
with reverence.
Grandmomma plucked pin-feathers. I stared
into the cavity and tried
to imagine such jumbled, meaty things
I heaved my thick world history book
above my classmates’ heads. It arced,
flapped open, boomed against the blackboard.
My Daddy slapped my hand against my cheek.
“Don’t hit yourself. Why are you hitting yourself?”
He held my wrists, and laughed. I cried. My hands,
As we stood by the casket, Momma gasped,
through tears, “Look hard! You must remember her!”
I looked hard, tried to memorize the slight
malicious curl of her thin lips—too red—
“I’m looking forward to my death,” she said.
I sat upright. I watched her blond hair sway,
this college girl who taught our Sunday School.
The tail, held back along the spine, keeps them
—most times—from kicking you. I don’t know why.
I first saw my future wife drinking a beer on the porch at Yaddo, the artists’ colony in Saratoga Springs. A common friend had told me Erin would be there and had gently nudged us toward each other, though she’d warned me Erin was a California-…