Let’s open
our mouths to the blue rain

         This night forgot us years ago
but could not wait you out.

Without television, they might have been
no more than stolen coins left
on a railroad track and flattened,

        Is she dead?

 Yes, she is dead.

             Did you forgive her?

   I was aware that people look at
the living, and wish for the dead.

LOVE at last became incarnate,
the memory is horror.

until, as if in darkness he craved the sun, at last he reached
consummation.

The sun allows you to see only what the sun
falls
upon: the surface. What we wanted was what was elsewhere: cause.

                        *

Or some books say that’s what we once wanted. Prophets of
cause
never, of course, agreed about cause, the uncaused cause: or they

                        *

terribly did. Asleep, I struggle to stay inside sleep, unravaged by
heart-
piercing dreams—craving, wish, desire to remain inside, if briefly,

                        *

obliteration. I cleave to the voice of Poppea’s nurse:
oblivion
soave.

                        *

Not frightening, the word
oblivion
as Oralia Domínguez, hauntingly clinging to the sound, in 1964 sings it.

As the retreating Bructeri began to burn their own 
possessions, to deny to the Romans every sustenance but 
ashes,

Still gripped by the illusion of an horizon;
overcome with the finality of a broken tooth;
suspecting that habits are the only salvation,